KOI DEEWANA KEHTA HAI…

Meri kismat ko tu jitna badal le magar sunle

Jo mera ho nahi paya woh tu mujhe de nahi sakta

(these lines have been inspired by Dr Kumar Vishwas’ poem Koi Deewana Kehta Hai)

A PIECE OF ME (14)

Humming…

Sapna toota hai toh dil kabhi jalta hai

Haan thoda dard hua par chalta hai

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par nahi chalta na yaar!!!

ps : This post has NOTHING to do with matters of my heart!!

YOU AND ME (10)

Dear You,

You are too precious to gamble with, yet I keep playing a game which I have never won. I know the dice would never role a perfect score, yet I don’t know why I keep throwing them.

I don’t want us to hang by the thread of a single emotion. I need you everywhere, I want to see you everywhere. This thread is too fragile and my hands are too sweaty, and if I let go you won’t be anywhere. So please help me grasp a little more, please help me hold on to some more. Please let me be a part of you and not just US.

Yours,

A PIECE OF ME (13)

The sum of my past adds up to to ZERO!!!

HAPPILY EVER AFTER?

Not every fairy tale has a happy ending. Not every decision has a sound logical reason behind it. And yet sometimes one doesn’t need a reason to make a decision. Not always are these decisions made for good. Not always do these decisions make you smile. You know you had the other option, the option where you would have not cried but frankly how long can a person lie to oneself. Sometimes you just care too much about the other person to hurt them anymore, even if that means hurting them once and hurting yourself forever.

Your thoughts at that moment are like this meandering stream; no matter where the stream is flowing its final destination is the ocean where it gets lost. No matter how hard the stream tries not to meet the ocean but in the end even it knows that its identity would finish once it reaches the ocean. The vastness of that thought, the emptiness of that thought is just too big for the stream. In a split second everything is over, whatever moments there were are now just memories. The drop of the stream cant be distinguished from the salty water of the vast ocean. The salty water does not taste good; you can’t live in it, and yet you know you cant live without it. Irony…Reality!!!!

The salty water of the ocean, the vastness and yet the emptiness; the salty tears flowing from your eyes, the emptiness inside. Sweet memories to live with, harsh realities to live in. Day on day life moves on as before, but I know life would never be the same again. The eyes see something else, the mind says something else and yet deep inside the heart feels something else all together…ya…not every fairy tale has a happy ending!!!

THE TRUTH IS…

…one night you’ll look at the heavens and realize your lucky star has faded away.

YOU AND ME (9)

YOU cut yourself everyday…

…without realizing the wounds you are giving ME

SAVE ME

I search for myself tonight. I search in  your dreams…and yours, and yours and yours.

Sleepless, mindless, wanderer!!! Who am I?

Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

uggggghhhhh!!!

DISCOMFORTING SILENCE

Discomforting is the silence of the one you love…

…especially when it is not for you!!!

A QUOTE

There are those hearts, that never mend again once they are broken. Or if they do mend, they heal themselves in a crooked and lopsided way, as if sewn together by a careless craftsman.

- The Tale of Despereaux

A PIECE OF ME (12)

I am only a man
Not an Angel as you once said
I am only Human
And like a Human I bled!!

SHARED STARDUST

I look upon the sky calling the star my own…

I forget the star looks down calling the whole earth its own!!!

DARKNESS RULES!!!

Light thinks there is nothing faster than it…but it forgets that everywhere it goes darkness has already reached there first!!

YOU AND ME (8)

I LOVE rains...they make me crave for you.

I HATE rains...they make me crave for you!!!

YOU AND ME (7)

Just like dreams emerge from the darkness when we close our eyes
sometimes reality surfaces from the darkness of shadows